No Words

The language

This dialect

These words

You cannot understand

My love language- you love

I’m being used

to heal your love and reignite the firey lover in your heart

You do not comprehend this

My love

When I fall

I crash

Melt down

Lie in agony of amor

You hold me against your chest

Tight enough to trace my breath to exhale

Close enough to feel the beat of my heart

“You are the kind of woman I need right now..

Affectionate…powerful… you need no one”

My love- I have no words

You are smooth to the touch,

smooth by the word,

freckled and tattooed

In your beautiful room

I can see the passionate remnants

This is the debris of love

After the fatal crash of the relationship

Between you and your woman

I wish you were mine,

But I can only smell the decomposing flesh

Of your love gone wrong

Hearts died in this room

Between the same four walls you wanted me

To kiss me, hold me,

and whisper erotic words between

I speak words you cannot understand

This language has undergone an evolution

gone through battles, defeats, and victories

In my book of love, it has been written already

The translation is available in a world you’ll never touch

Those eyes touch me as you stare in bewilderment

And mine back into yours

Wondering how I ended up in the arms of a fearful Wildman

This book tells me you can never be mine

In our story I was your heroine

The woman who saved your romantic-side

Who ran by your side in the mission to prevent

The lover in your heart from committing suicide

Tonight we lay in a bed of ruins

We shall both emerge stronger,

But not champions because we still want each other

As we last embrace in comfort

It is all being written

-For AK

For You

I would erase them from my mind

FOR YOU

Highlight all the pain and experiences

And then, press delete

FOR YOU

I'd like to get a remote for all my love

press restart and start it all over

Hold your hand smoothly like mine has never been so burned

FOR YOU

I want to forget that I was conceived in a bed of chaos

And lose my sick craving for men with screws loose and endless tattoos

FOR YOU

I will fight to bury my twisters and tornados into my imagination

Where they can only destroy fictional characters I write about

FOR YOU

Ill stop running like a wild woman

Surrender from hiding

among the thick green vegetation

Into your arms dressed

in camouflage and war paint

FOR YOU

I won’t be such a cynic

I won’t compare you to the rest

I won’t try to apologize for being me

FOR YOU

I’ll hold your hand and believe,

Plant my feet in the ground,
Take a deep breath,
Let them sink and stay a while

Burn the Body

L…O….V…..E

They spoke your name in vain

Against your truths

Dabbled in your book

Followed your practices

And ran away with great powers

Knowing your mechanics- love

Fleeing fast with the ability to manipulate hearts

I turned off my heart:

                  Played dead

Felt them standing over me

Muttering evil lines-

The words are satanic

Verses of knives

Writing wounds that do not heal

I convulsed and spat them out

It is too late

Standing tall as dark pillars,

in their black capes they grinned

beneath blurred faces unbeknownst to me

Church bells are ringing somewhere deep down inside

They are feint, but present

They’ve taken everything that’s left

And there’s just one thing left to do:

                  Burn the body